No Way

Is getting almost 1 year just in the blink of an eye
I had told hardly to myself to not to cry anymore
but things ain't going through easily as I expected
there's no way that I can stop by myself to look at you at THERE
but things had happened as to force myself to face  
that you're really gone
Whenever I see her crying
whenever I see the photos
whenever I remind back
My heart broken
throat tighten
burst into tears
All, just out of control.