I love you, Dad.

Life, is not a bed of roses

is accumulation of joy and sorrow

From pain to happiness

from happiness to pain

as a transmigration

7th of May, my dearest dad

has finished his path of mortal life in sudden

and is pursuing a new journey after life.

Although with great reluctant and grief

my family and I will hold up strong

as not to make my dad worry about us anymore.

I always proud to be introduced as dad's daughter

and it will be the rest of my life.

I truly believe that

he is seeing us in heaven now.

The sparkle of his spirit

will continue to enlighten us.

I do really miss you

forever and ever

it will never change

I love you, dad.

Out of Mood =/

I cant concentrated on studies, or anything

and I also think that im quite bad tempered these few days...

got mad easily when the things not going through

even bang the piano when playing suck

gosh, started to hate piano, truly

and also frustrated with friend when OUT of my expected

(u guys should know who i meant to =/)

forgive me...and sorry

if i offended you guys

either it's because of the damn freaking weather

or just i had already lost controlled

sorry and thank you, I truly mean it. 

Strongly Recommended ♥

Just watched an anime called 《穿越时空的少女》
it's about a girl who leapt through time
and she was quite presumptuous of doing it (in my opinion la)
she refused to face a boy that loves her and she also do so! (punch her)
then she back to the past in many times
but was making the things more worse than she thought 
though she was trying to help people out
and when the crisis was approaching
he appeared and he was actually.............
watch yourself x)
and i know you guys don't watch anime
but this is really a NICE anime that i ever seen (exclude one piece^^)
it's kinda fantasy but realistic
it fully touched my heart ♥ 
i strongly recommended you guys should watch this

trust me, you will love it ♥

IrrEsiStIbLe of Hur+

Im kind of muddy, silly, crazy and irresistibly of it

I didnt know what I want to 

frens told me that Im not worth to

but I cant resist it

is that bcos Im crush on u?

or just bcos that I want a partner madly?
It's so weird

what the.............. 
hate it but love it

I saw u on opposite, excited

I looked into ur eyes, smiled
but

I didnt understand the response

that u gave to me

i just knew that

it was totally 
BROKE my heart

Twilight

Just finished the book "twilight"

omg...............................

edward is driving me crazy.........

he is much more handsome that i imagined myself than the movie's...

lol...!!!

love when he is grinned, 

sweet when they are kissing,

nervous when they are in danger,

i even dreamed of him, how sweeet hahahah

i know i'm bit over.....

but, just......... hmm.... nothing to write. 

anyway, is looking forward to the "new moon"~

love edward and bella so much, hehe =]

Vent Out..........

why can't I just let it go

I thought I could just ignore it

and everything's back to normal

but, but I've failed

it's so weird

I don't get use of it now

I told myself

I shouldn't have think about you

but it go against me

I shouldn't have care about you

but I can't let it down

I shouldn't have wait for you

but I'm stoned

when the things approached

I've shrink backed 

I know

I'm just like a coward

but I really have no courageous 

to walk through the line

 though the desirous is so deep in heart

why

why

why

why am I always suffering this kind of damn stuff

?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

it's NOT me!!!!

GET LOST

UnuSuaL DayS........

Finally~ tomorrow is the last 2 days of exam.... 

hope can skip to saturday so that i can play with the real drum.....(if gt activity)

miss the drumming sooo much.... 

the drum teacher... ishh... fed up to him...

i know it's quite bore to teach the same thing in every time, every week, every year...

but as a teacher, u should realized that and responsible to us and urself.....!

we felt that u were teaching us but with no heart...!!

how miserable we are.... sick of it!! geez...

Today's exam....  hahaha...

i just knew 1 answer for the sejarah...

esei..... did rubbish..........

i have no any hopes for my result this time....

let's skippp to the time that after tuition....

ehem....

i saw an indian boy(or girl? not sure..watever) around the age of 3 or 4 walking toward to my way..

he then stopped suddenly.....

and took off his PANTS.

squatted on the outside floor and PEE............................

Oh. My. Gosh. 

What on earth is he doing....??

i looked steady but it's really....... shockeeed me out!

his mom looks like no education at all and just let he go.....

omg, it's terrifying......... 

pity those who step on it and dont even know it's urine actually....

cos the color is nearly transparent.... 

haaaa, ok stop this disgusting topic.

Anyway, hope all of u do all the best during the exam...

and also to those who is waiting for the spm result....

GoodNight and SweetDreamz =]