自从爸爸不在了
家里还是一样的过
可是还是变了
A还好 虽然脾气还是暴躁了点
至少可爱的孩子出世了后
稍微微微好了 恩 这算是好事
B嘛 反而变本加厉
计较 懒惰 虚假 爱面子
不懂得分寸 越来越过分 
算了 三天三夜也说不完
C嘛 过多几个月就要搬出去了
D 也不可能回来住
就剩下老么我 当然还有我妈
至于我妈 变得更脆弱了
每当佳节到来 妈妈的眼泪
就让我好心痛 

无法抉择 

因为害怕

害怕我又再次伤了你

我不想再发生了

真的不想了 

就保持这样

恋爱 我果然不行

......

Heeeeeeee... im back 

I think no one will notice here anymore 

so I can write anything I want to hehe.

Hmmm am so confusing 

I think I'm a selfish person?

Always do whatever I wanted to

Cause I really can't control my mind

I'm not a steady person 

Yea I'm not.

My mind always changed faster than action

Why can't I just fix in one place?

I want some spaces to breath but

I need something to support BUT

I just can't fix in my mind.

Is really awkward when I see you

Feel like you're escaping me

Haa.. that's all my fault

I'm such a selfish person

Yea I don't deserve being loved

I'm just real sucks. 

So yea is really time to say

Good Bye.