Birthday and Wishes

Hello everyone! I'm here again :)
let's back to 4th of Nov...
which was the day of birthday celebrating of MIMI, AH TONG n ME~!
it was a totally surprise for me
I didn't expect at allll, REALLY
really thanksss a lot to mabel, yeeyi, winy, mika, ah tong, rae, mimi and chii
my dearest lovely BEST FRIENDS :D
let the pictures talk.

For the cutie ah tong

For the beauty mimi



My favourate anime, ONE PIECE!



Just sweet :)



Love this the most :D

Well, on 27th of Nov... 
Began with a talk about DEPARTURE 《道别》
the presenter 郭洪国雄老师 is from Taiwan who is with a big round "toulam", shaved round head 
a chubby funny humor guy x)
just got in there after few minutes
lots of the audiences were cried out included me by his words which were touched us deeply
here's some of his philosophies:

• 从失落到原点，告别是复原的起点
• 多一点关心，就能少一点遗憾
• 用怀念与感恩的心赶走悲情
• 不管你的心中有多么的不愿意，想念，思念，你最终仍要放手
• 生命中还有很多尚未做完的功课
• 不能说的愿望往往是最想被实现的
• 怀念是大家都可以搜寻的记忆
• 我想到他还是会掉眼泪，可我还是要想念他；我宁可掉眼泪，也不想忘掉他
• 我们要让生命中的苦难经验化作生命中最美丽的祝福

Best wish for ah ba :)

Balloons flew, may our best wishes reach on your hands :)



SPM ha ha ha

Wootsss, last day before SPM, about 12 hours to SPM.
First subject is Bahasa Melayu
the poorest and the 'hatest' subject for me
why does bm needed so much in this country?! 
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Second is Bahasa Inggeris 
the favourate subject but not the best lol
Third is SEJARAH
OH MY, why it comes so fast....?!
I just done 10% overall =.= 
and the rest subjects.... kinda lazy to write
5A's....... miracles broken 
Iphone4..... had gone far far away from me
SPM, you're freaking me out! 
$%^&#@!%$&$#.....
Anyway, I will do my best still and hope miracles do happen =)


Good luck and All the best everyone 
May God bless you or May Buddha "bobi" you 
Cheers! =)

留念

准备开晚饭时  

我算一算人数

顿时疆住

竟然算多了   一人份

突然觉得好空虚

空虚得   好心痛 

不敢回想

当时的残酷 

到至今为止

已将近六个月  

可我还是无法习惯

无法接受  无法看开

我快要无法承受

那过多沉重的现实

或许我是在逃避

想回到以前的时光

开开心心  漫无目的

自由自在  傻乎乎地过日子

没有烦恼  多么好啊

可天底下哪有永远的美好

也许我之前过得太充实

所以等价交换   换来的是

离世的生命

可为什么不等多几年

等到我毕业  

至少到我大学毕业

用最愉快的心情

用最灿烂的笑容

全家人一起

拍下最美好的   

最后留念

爸, 我真的好想你, 好想你

SPM + Future

SPM is nearer and nearer

and I didn't study much, just did 20% overall i think

bad huh? yea, so I'm trying my best to get 5A's 

cause i will get 50 sg dolar and rm50 for each A 

and and and..... will get an Iphone 4 if reach 5A's!!!

wooooots, that's really arouse me immediately 

I know it's not a good way of excitation but

this is the only way for me lol!

please prepare your money, my dear sisters :p

Let's say if after SPM

what course are you going to?

what are you going to be that you wish to?

will it all to be achieve or wrongly?

About the piano

I have lessss interest 

until I really had scared, frustrated and annoyed with it

and is like going to be swallow by another scheme

And the scheme is, animation

this is the most big ambitious I had

cause animation is not an easy course

every courses are not easy, though

but I do really wish to succeed with all my efforts 

who knows I will become a pianist as great as Beethoven? (I don't wish to)

who knows I will become an animator as great as James Cameron? (I do really wish to)

who knows?

Everything's like Nothing

Is beeeeeen a long time didn't update, spider web orz

ok la, i've clean it up, a brand new me(?) lol

nono, is still me. 

2010 this year, is going to end of my school life.

but, actually I do really hate, truly hate, sad, scared and disappointed.

SPM, depart of soul, classmate's "friendship", true friendship, etc.

all these stuffs really pissed me off.

I really have no idea what the hell is going on this year.

Is like... all those good things, turn badly unexpected.

why everything's gone bad without any reason?!

I've cried enough, I've regret enough, I've happy enough.

I've enough with everything!! I can't stand it anymore!!!

Everything's like Nothing. Helpless

why time doesn't wait for us, I really hope that, why don't stop on that time.

And everything might change, happy ending.

时光

睡得正香
轻轻摇醒  我
"起床咯...小宝贝"
抱起我
带有节奏的脚步  坐下
他拿起咸饼沾点热咖啡
吹一吹
我咬了一口  苦中带甜
我喜欢  微笑
他站起身
拿走咖啡  走远
"砰!"
不好的预感
我颤抖地望向  声音那方
看见  他倒下的身体
手中的咖啡已撒落满地
混杂着  红色液体
面积越扩越大
我拼命跑向
可却越离越远
用尽九牛二虎之力
跑了长达三----小时
终于赶到
心跳快要超越我的极限
瞳孔放大  欲然而止
我听见了
歇斯底里的喊叫
我感觉了
泪流而下的面颊
我看见了  看见了
是已奄奄一息
却面带幸福微笑的
空壳

Mayday DNA concert 2010 ❤

The first day was the HIGHEST day of this 2 weeks holiday i think..
just went to Mayday DNA Concert 2010~
full of mayday's fans with gorgeous stage..
when the damn fu*kin malaysian "superband" stepped out..
myGod, please stop your monkey dance n horrible sing! 
you are such a stain!!
next was a handsome malay young guy called "Aqual" i think.. forgetten :p
wow, shocked me. his voice was sonorous with criterion cantonese singing
nice job boy, admire you. salute. lol
coming up next was 丁当~ 
her singing really GOOD and quite fascinating
and she is going to has her first concert at Taipei soon~
congratz yea~ :D
FINALLY~ the main characters MAYDAY appeared~
Oh. My. God. i was so high~ and screamed as loud as i can!
ahhhhhhh~~~ I've been waiting for this moment sooo long...
was really touching for the whole concert actually..
especially when we all fansss sang together...
touched my heart deeply... 
here are some pictures...

the huge transformer~

loveeee this pic :D

is kinda lazy to write..... 

i cant describe how HIGH and TOUCHED i was for this concert...

really glad to have been there ❤ worth it ❤

p/s: sorry for my broken english :p

I love you, Dad.

Life, is not a bed of roses

is accumulation of joy and sorrow

From pain to happiness

from happiness to pain

as a transmigration

7th of May, my dearest dad

has finished his path of mortal life in sudden

and is pursuing a new journey after life.

Although with great reluctant and grief

my family and I will hold up strong

as not to make my dad worry about us anymore.

I always proud to be introduced as dad's daughter

and it will be the rest of my life.

I truly believe that

he is seeing us in heaven now.

The sparkle of his spirit

will continue to enlighten us.

I do really miss you

forever and ever

it will never change

I love you, dad.

Out of Mood =/

I cant concentrated on studies, or anything

and I also think that im quite bad tempered these few days...

got mad easily when the things not going through

even bang the piano when playing suck

gosh, started to hate piano, truly

and also frustrated with friend when OUT of my expected

(u guys should know who i meant to =/)

forgive me...and sorry

if i offended you guys

either it's because of the damn freaking weather

or just i had already lost controlled

sorry and thank you, I truly mean it. 

Strongly Recommended ♥

Just watched an anime called 《穿越时空的少女》
it's about a girl who leapt through time
and she was quite presumptuous of doing it (in my opinion la)
she refused to face a boy that loves her and she also do so! (punch her)
then she back to the past in many times
but was making the things more worse than she thought 
though she was trying to help people out
and when the crisis was approaching
he appeared and he was actually.............
watch yourself x)
and i know you guys don't watch anime
but this is really a NICE anime that i ever seen (exclude one piece^^)
it's kinda fantasy but realistic
it fully touched my heart ♥ 
i strongly recommended you guys should watch this

trust me, you will love it ♥

IrrEsiStIbLe of Hur+

Im kind of muddy, silly, crazy and irresistibly of it

I didnt know what I want to 

frens told me that Im not worth to

but I cant resist it

is that bcos Im crush on u?

or just bcos that I want a partner madly?
It's so weird

what the.............. 
hate it but love it

I saw u on opposite, excited

I looked into ur eyes, smiled
but

I didnt understand the response

that u gave to me

i just knew that

it was totally 
BROKE my heart

Twilight

Just finished the book "twilight"

omg...............................

edward is driving me crazy.........

he is much more handsome that i imagined myself than the movie's...

lol...!!!

love when he is grinned, 

sweet when they are kissing,

nervous when they are in danger,

i even dreamed of him, how sweeet hahahah

i know i'm bit over.....

but, just......... hmm.... nothing to write. 

anyway, is looking forward to the "new moon"~

love edward and bella so much, hehe =]

Vent Out..........

why can't I just let it go

I thought I could just ignore it

and everything's back to normal

but, but I've failed

it's so weird

I don't get use of it now

I told myself

I shouldn't have think about you

but it go against me

I shouldn't have care about you

but I can't let it down

I shouldn't have wait for you

but I'm stoned

when the things approached

I've shrink backed 

I know

I'm just like a coward

but I really have no courageous 

to walk through the line

 though the desirous is so deep in heart

why

why

why

why am I always suffering this kind of damn stuff

?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

it's NOT me!!!!

GET LOST

UnuSuaL DayS........

Finally~ tomorrow is the last 2 days of exam.... 

hope can skip to saturday so that i can play with the real drum.....(if gt activity)

miss the drumming sooo much.... 

the drum teacher... ishh... fed up to him...

i know it's quite bore to teach the same thing in every time, every week, every year...

but as a teacher, u should realized that and responsible to us and urself.....!

we felt that u were teaching us but with no heart...!!

how miserable we are.... sick of it!! geez...

Today's exam....  hahaha...

i just knew 1 answer for the sejarah...

esei..... did rubbish..........

i have no any hopes for my result this time....

let's skippp to the time that after tuition....

ehem....

i saw an indian boy(or girl? not sure..watever) around the age of 3 or 4 walking toward to my way..

he then stopped suddenly.....

and took off his PANTS.

squatted on the outside floor and PEE............................

Oh. My. Gosh. 

What on earth is he doing....??

i looked steady but it's really....... shockeeed me out!

his mom looks like no education at all and just let he go.....

omg, it's terrifying......... 

pity those who step on it and dont even know it's urine actually....

cos the color is nearly transparent.... 

haaaa, ok stop this disgusting topic.

Anyway, hope all of u do all the best during the exam...

and also to those who is waiting for the spm result....

GoodNight and SweetDreamz =]