15 June 2012

厌倦

学院功课再多我也没后悔
可是一谈及钢琴
我真的很累 很累
那时第一次在家人面前哭
妈妈问我是不是不想学了
我勉强地摇头
因为我知道妈妈心里
一直都希望我继续下去
不想让她失望 可我真的好累
很想再哭 号啕大哭
挣扎了那么多年
我还是没办法去敞开心怀
真心地去接受它
怀疑自己其实是在找借口
可是我真的真的厌倦了。

25 May 2012

远了  距离又更远了
真的远了
那条线  终究还是断了

没了



28 March 2012

Goodbye for now

I can't hide what has come
I have to go and leave you alone
Goodbye my love
Goodbye for now

16 March 2012

Guess you won't be here anymore
so, hell yeah
been with you for weeks
but it seems like more than months 
has been 4 months 
but it seems like been more than years ago
the places that we've been
memories flash back 
it sweets but hurts at the same time
to be honest, I never miss the day to think of you 
literally, really can't help but missing you
but I know, still can't get into it
the thoughts changed always
I know, I'm just an asshole bitch who doesn't deserve to get in
cause I'm just a freaking moron who don't even know what to do
being a coward isn't that funny 
Scared, escaped, lost
Plus lots of stuffs are messing me up 
Seriously, 2012 year isn't my year
Hope everything will be better before the world ends

Cheers. 

05 March 2012

何必搞到这样
有什么事情不能好好解决
不要以为只有你自己痛苦
有没有想过身边的人
也同样的或许还比你更痛苦
成熟点 看开点
到底要几时你才能成长
你说在这里你很压力
说真的 你没资格说这句话 
你根本就没有自己真正地去体验自己的生活
谁更痛苦?你还是只想到自己
算了 哭到眼睛也肿了
泪也干了
真的 累了。

Seriously, I don't own your fucking life. 

10 February 2012

Seriously
Do you hate me?
... 
For me, I do.

03 February 2012

乱乱乱

心很乱
很乱 很乱 

还是那么那么地乱

为什么就是不能做出决定

对  我还是很在意

每一天都回想  每天每天

好想穿破自己的那道墙

可是  还是下不了决心

我就是那么怪  那么麻烦